I Hate You

Someone like you who treats and says these things to me does not deserve me or my kindness

No one else I know would describe me the way you do

The torcher I put my self through to get this far can’t be taken away by someone and something I don’t love

What have you given up?

I gave you my life

You ask for more

I hate you

But I’m sorry about it

You say I need help..

I think your wrong 

You need help

You can say and do so much bad… 

I won’t because I’m kinder than you will ever be

You say things to me that i couldn’t even say to a stranger 

because its low, easy, unkind

I argue with grace

You argue like a child 

Did I ever not use an ‘i’ statement?

Because I don't think you used one once

You ask questions of which you know the answer, then get mad at the answer

You degrade my life

You tell me i’m doing it wrong

But with out you in the equation 

My life is exactly where  i want it to be 

I hate you

But I’m sorry about it

I have become dependent on my friends because I can’t come to you any more

Your not my friend

I have high standards for friends 

I’m sorry but you don’t meet these standards

The anger i feel for you will never go away 

I couldn't forget what you did 

Even if you were perfect forever more I still wouldn’t forget

You lash out and leave when things get hard

You don’t stick around to solve anything

You just ignore and forget

It's too bad the magic between us is gone

Because it's like you think the issues can be taken away with unrealistic power 

I deserve better 

Im strong

Im the best

I hate you

And I’m not sorry about it

 

 

 

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A powerful poem where you take back your power........

I truly enjoyed it but I think you really should rethink the part where you say

I'm perfect I think that comes off as arrogant as nobody is perfect and you might be able to find a more suitable word to use to describe yourself like pure hearted or some such. You also have several grammatical errors that repeat and if you like I can point them out privately for you but truly I enjoyed this poem. I hope writing it helped you. That is one of the big plusses of being a poetess. We can write away our anger and pain.  Oh and welcome to PP our big little community. Share some more poems........ Sincerely, Melissa Lundeen.

P.S. Oh and by the way, you are a beautiful girl you can do a hell of a lot better than that bozo you described.