My thoughts seems to be running a thousands mph,
Flying in and out of my head
Before I can catch up to what they mean,
and how i truly feel.
The way you touch my skin and hold me close,
Got me feeling thinks i never felt before.
I love it when you hold me close
And plant little wet kisses on the back of my neck.
The way you kiss the top of my forehead...
When we're just cuddling
and no matter what way my body moves,
your body moves in sync with mine,
and you never let go.
Whenever we hang put i seem to be having so much fun,
time flies by trying to figure out were it all begun.
you make me feel like a kid again.
Not giving a care in the world to what other people might think.
For so long i have been totally and completely scared of the word love,
Never really knowing what it really meant
caring?
trusting?
Liking another person?
Being there for one another?
I wasn't quit sure; all i knew was that is was scary.
The words just seemed to slip out my mouth
when it came to my friends
when they would do something sillu
and in my head
i was like
"Oh i love that about them!"
then the words would slip out my mouth.
then it happened with you, too.
but you said it back
it scared the "ba-gee-bees" out of me
but i ignored it and went on about my way
but you said it again, and it felt good, but i couldn't say it back
my body went numb and tingly.
Then the back of my throat went hard and nothing would come out of my mouth
i was scared and i shared that with you
you haven't said it since.
sometimes i wish i could hear those words again,
and know that they are true.
There are times when i feel as if they are true,
just words unspoken but yet so true.
by the way you act and the things you do.
Others feel like you just trying to get in my pants.
man its got me all confused
But yet we talk about
other things like its nothing a
nd yet we both want to do it.
that's very apparent
when things seem to get hot and heavy
the moment seems so right
but yet not right at all
how can we do these things
if there's nothing behind it.
nothing but hormones running wild
not being able to see what's truly behind it all.
whether it was suppose to be this way.
i mean are we to young
to be able to comprehend the meaning behind what we feel
what it means to really love someone.
And if we do,
and i give it to you,
would you realize that this is a gift to you
That i'm giving a piece of me to you
that i can never get back
A very intense but
A very intense but thoughtfull poem. I think your right to question your emotions and relaization that responsibilties goes with love. Your poem is expressed very well; an invoking read, impressed by your mature thinking and questions.
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