Where are you, where have you gone?
I have searched for you a long time.
Did you not hear my heart calling your name?
Do you not know how I need you?
My heart is thirsting for you.
My love dying without you.
How long can I go on this way?
How deaf is your heart?
I love you without end.
But cannot face this aloneness.
Without your love to encourage mine
my love will surely die.
How can I explain the pain I feel
when exploring the depths of my love?
Tis' better to allow it to wither on the vine.
Than to suffer the painful reminders.
Expose it, renew it, rediscover it....
what ever it takes.
Find your love and bring it home to me.
Before my heart goes looking for love...
elsewhere.
I was married to the same man for 24 years and I felt like I was being tortured inside for most of them. See? I made a vow before God that meant something to me. I know this feeling well. It may be from a different circumstance, but the feeling is the same. What a sad way to live. It will absolutely kill your soul. This is a truly lovely way to put a very bleak emotion to paper.
Love,
Jess