The sadness
slices into my heart
each cut minute
scarcely noticeable
but deeply felt.
Each day
another cut.
Some days more
some days less
somedays...unbearable.
Now and then
something happens
and the cuts
have time to heal,
but not all.
Today
it will take many cuts.
Tomorrow it may be one.
The one too many
that destroys my heart.
Will love's death be sudden?
Or will it linger?
To bleed my heart dry
over the many years?
One drop at a time?
I hope instead
for the healer
to hold my heart
in his hands
and heal the wounds.
To put together
this bleeding heart.
To sooth each injury
mortal or otherwise,
to see past the scars.
Return my heart
beneath my chest
and hold me close to you.
Let the beating of your heart
encourage the beating of mine.
Once more
let me love with abandon,
without restraint
for fear of aloneness.
And love for love.
I know that feeling--"Like Paper Cuts Upon My Heart"...
Jessica