"Bus Boys"

hopelessly I look to you expecting to be comforted

but in your eyes all I see is my demise



we live lives we never chose

and all I want is another lullaby



pay homage to the girl I once was

because she's gone and she took with her my wretched soul



lay still and try to hear it...

my broken heart calling out your name



I yearn to be all that I am...

all that I SHOULD be



I shall attempt to break through these concrete walls

and show you ALL what's dying to be seen



promise me today that you'll never hurt me

because I couldn't take another goodbye



and when I make it through I'll take your hand

for you were the strength that kept me alive



but answer me this...

can Losers ever be anything but "bus boys?"...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

right now I'm realllly wanting to be a fashion designer and I'm soooo scared I won't make it big...or at all...so this was just literally what I sat down and wrote about it in like a few minutes...sadness :-(

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mpr8888@yahoo.com's picture

this is funny because i relate on a more literal sense. i've waitress for eight years, and the answer is no. but on a deeper sense, i understand the fears and confusion because I too have big dreams. i like this for the sadness but also for the inspiration. if you don't try, you don't succeed.


MR

KariSheppardPoetry's picture

Thank you

I am somehow just seeing your comment and thank you so much. I'm so glad you relate. Kari Sheppard Poetry on instagram for new poems.