Its hard to understand
This letter i hold inside my hand.
My true pain and fears inside
All the things i can no longer hide.
I wish people can understand
The real person i really am.
I try my hardest not to cry
Truly not understanding why.
Depressing words, thats all it is.
Actually being happy is what ill miss.
Inside this letter i bare my thoughts
Thats when i finally went into shock.
Too much time is what i've got
All my youth is what i lost....
Its hard to understand
This letter i hold inside my hand.
My true pain and fears inside
All the things i can no longer hide.....
Please forgive me and all my sins.
You wont have to deal with me ever again.
I've hurt everyone and now its my turn
If only i rememberd everything i once learned...
All the promises i made to people i loved
All the pain i gave to my mom up above.
Stressing everyone around me
Its about time i'll be set free.
This is the part of the letter where i say goodbye.
Theres no reason for you to cry.
Its hard to understand
This letter i hold inside my hand.
My true pain and fears inside
All the things i can no longer hide.....
Kai