I'm tired of life.
im tired of friends.
im tired of always reaching a dead end.
im tired of truth
im tired of lies.
im tired of always wondering why.
Wondering why im even here. Asking myself why carry on?
Forget about everyone else, all my emotions,feelings, gone..
I smile to hide my secrits and pain. Wishing i dont go through that shit again.
I crack my spine,fingers,legs and neck. hoping maybe i'll go to far and never come back.
You dont understand, you never will. Wishing someday maybe i'll get killed.
I wipe the blood from my legs and arms. Not knowing whats happening, not being alarmed.
I'm tired of guilt
im tired of this.
i'm tired of knowing im not worth shit.
Playing a game that just tares me apart. Bloodstained walls, my lifes displayed like art.
Its your turn to rip out a piece, take a piece of my heart. Maybe one day i'll begin fresh, right from the start.
What use is a heart when all it does is get broken? I only speak the truth..no im not joking..
I'm sick, your tired of hearing my shit. Maybe its about time i get over it....
I fell to pieces to the ground. Now knowing i will never be found..
I'm tired of life.
im tired of friends.
im tired of always reaching a dead end.
im tired of truth
im tired of lies.
im tired of always wondering why....