PAIN INSIDE

No one understand the pain you feel inside
You try hard to make sure everyone thinks you’re happy
Although you know that fake smile you give isn’t bought by anyone
When will you show your true feelings?
When will you explain the pain you feel?
You’re afraid to let anybody in
You can’t even look anybody in the eye
Why don’t you just do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Show people how mad you are!
Don’t think about anybody’s’ feelings for now
Think of you and only you!
Be selfish!!! Hate everything!
Tell the people who hurt you to disappear
Tell the ones who care about you to give you space
Be alone
Feel the pain
Go through Hate
Then make it disappear
After you've experienced all that that,
Only then
Can you truly say
“I have experienced life”

Author's Notes/Comments: 

read my bitter crap

jinzln's picture

Here I thought I have gone

Here I thought I have gone through the hurricane. There are so much emotiones in your poem, greatly heavy and negative ones. 

I think it's a good sign that you have find a way to express it through the poeam, bare and freely. You should show it to people who treasure you as well, not only us. They should know, shouldnt they ? :D  


   ~Nhi 

mozprofilee's picture

There are lots of community

There are lots of community forums about help me save my marriage life nevertheless solely the actual companions could conserve their own relationships simply by understanding the other person, simply by improving the actual emotions.