Lonely Girl On the Inside

You see me happy
You see me concentrated
but once again I have my shell.

The eyes say pain
The heart screams murder
The face says lies

A smile as a shield
The claim of sleep
The camera lens.

There's no need for you to know
Years have taught 'me last'
I an not priority.

I have no special shine.
I am worthy of no knight
My body is my tower.

No hand touches
No head lays
I exist alone.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written 5/3/11. This was written when I was feeling particularly lonely and knew I was lying to everyone who saw me.

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