Just a lost child
Searching for answers.....
Why do we kill eachother..
Why do we hate..
Why is so life creul to some and yet kind to others..
Why does living hurt so bad....
Though at the time those answers were beyond him,
He was willing to spend his whole life searching.
He had to know why sorrow like his existed, there had to be a reason
To his suffering ,a reason to why he never got to meet his mother
Or to why he had to watch his grandmother suffer and eventually perish before his very eyes.The only soul who truly understood him.
He would often wonder, what was
The reason for his existence all he
ever knew was pain,
Was he born only to suffer.
Then why was such a cruel existence placed upon him,
Or anyone. He had observed as manny enjoyed the pleasure and
The company of hapiness, and wonderd why some would perish whiten
Thier mysery.. whiout ever getting a glance of that hapiness, that love. To him life was meaningless without that love, the love in wich his
Grandmother had showed him. Those moments spent with her were the only times he did not fell alone and empty.. the only times he was happy and that was all taken
Away from him. As the boy grew up he met people but none truly understood him so none cole ever truly love him when your alone the darkess seems to always be yor kindest friend. And in your mind you create a world to ease the pain and before you know it it becomes the only world you know.
Light
Rub two sticks together, add kindling, then wood. It is easy to sink into depression or dispair or isolation or separation - to connect you have to see where you are (your're) going. Go. I'm 69 and I went everywhere and talked to anyone who would talk back. The world is beautiful (and harsh) but mostly everyone is out there competing for the light. - slc