The light of the candle flickers, much as my life
Old alone and lonely, how I miss my wife
Lost many years past, my family long gone
Haunting my dreary nights the only respite being dawn
I can speak of it now, no longer afraid
Of what happened that day or the choices I made
It should have been I who was chosen
Were it not for the drink that I found so ambrosian
A day in the snow, my wife, daughter and I
I remember the taste of the air, the color of the sky
We stopped for a meal at the roadside lodge
A superb wine did my reason dislodge
Glass after glass I did drink
Not caring what my family did think
They wanted to make angels in the snow
I wanted to drink; how I wished them to go!
Outside they went angry and hurt
Inside I stayed, senses no longer alert
Hours, it seemed, came and went
Money and senses, gone and spent
I stepped outside in the cold frigid air
Looking for signs of my family that weren't there
I searched in the dark snow up to my knees
No trace of my wife and child, none I did see
Exhausted and drunk on the snow I did fall
In the cold mountain air I heard a call
A small wail calling my name
I listened and there was more but not quite the same
A demonic laugh, a mocking voice
Turning towards the sound, I had little choice
"They are mine now" said the mouth dripping with blood
His feet hovered above the half frozen mud
At my feet he tossed a broken rag doll
My child's toy in the snow before me did fall
"I have my fill", said he "I?ll leave you alone"
"The day will come, when I come for your bones"
I have never spoken of what befell me that day
Who would believe a single word that I say?
A drunken vision of the undead
A Vampire! They'd laugh and call me sick in the head
But now the years have left me dry
How I've thought of my family and oh how I've cried!
I have lived with the guilt and my deep sense of loss
I have thought of what was taken and at what cost
I know that my time is nearly spent
These old bones of mine broken and bent
I know that my reception shall be in hell
For what I let happen, for all I do tell
I know it the more, after what happened last night
Listen close and I'll speak of a horrible sight
That shook me and left me filled with fright
It left a chill in my blood and seized my heart tight
I looked toward the window as I heard the wind howl
Thinking I left it open, my rush slowed to a crawl
As through the pane I saw my daughter somehow
Dead eyes, red lips and a moonlight pall
Below on the ground staring up at me
Two other bodies, pale as she
Grinned and jeered as I looked down to see
What I realized was Hell's own family
What once was my daughter, growled without peril
Grinning demonic with a look that was feral
"Daddy, daddy, I want you to play in the snow"
I fought with all my strength against the urge to go
"Daddy? Can you please bring me my Dolly?"
"I have missed her since you brought death down upon me"
Oh the guilt and horror and fright!
"C'mon Daddy, I want a kiss goodnight!"
"Be gone!" I screamed into the night
As I closed my eyes; shut them closed tight
I opened them again almost against my might
No trace of them, gone, all gone from sight
But tonight, tonight they shall come
And I think perhaps that tonight they have won
Tonight, I don't think to shun
What once I loved under light of the sun
So now you know, my tale is told
Crazed words from one that is old
I hate to leave you now my most stable friend,
But I have a visit to which I must attend.