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Unfaith
"God is alive,
God cares,
God is sooo great."
Are words that hurt me
Words that produce pain in me
as I read them.
Yes, He is, but not in my life.
They stab my heart,
it sobbs while I feel so cold
Cuz I stopped believing them.
God is so great, but not in my life.
I don't feel Him that way any longer,
I feel all alone, He's so far from me
I feel like He doesn't give a damn on me
In this cage of loneliness I'm all by myself.
Where are you God?
Are you really there?
Beyond this darkened globe of mine
is there any light?
or you watch me from up there
how I'm struggling
and beating this thick blinding foggy air,
while a laugh of amusement pops up on your face?
P.S. It's so easy to lose faith
than to cling to it,
cuz we were born like this.
Having faith is against our nature,
It's being what we're not.
And still... you are wrong .Faith comes natural, we were meant for Him ! But it`s easier to copy than let the real you reveal ...and who are we to copy if not what`s closer to us(or at least, seems closer): evil ?! Having faith is easy...but for that we have to let go ! Let go and let God...oh,how true !
(Gia, a new born believer with an old calling)
Hey Sabina, I understand your struggles... There have been manytimes I have felt God had deserted me... sometimes even now it is difficult... last year was by far the hardest suffering I've ever had to endure...
But even though God won't always feel near us, we cantrust that He is...
Let;s put our hope in Him and in that Day b/c we know this life and all its sorrows are temporary.. praise God...
~Naomi