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backslidden a tear rolls down my cheeks
then, another silent, lonely tear
springs from its source
soon i burst into waves o tears.
my lonesome cry in this bleak life
the loudest scream i can release
is why.
why did it happen?
just one more step
and i could have succeeded
i could have shouted out:
"i've done it!!"
but no, i've done a shit
yea, that's what i've done.
i failed again,
I FAILED AGAIN!!
i am a loser,
that's what i am
A LOSER!
in vain i strive
in vain i walked on fair ways
by fair ways you get nothing
in vain, in vain, IN VAIN.
WHY DID IT HAPPEN?
why God do you want me here?
why did you let this happen?
is not enough how much i suffered,
IS NOT ENOUGH?
a last barrier,
but this last one too high.
couldn't you have got me over?
couldn't you have passed me well?
why did you let this happen?
why do you let me now on
barren fields?
my mind is all a desert
the spring of tears runs dry
and miles i cast away my eyes
but nothing than hot sand i see.
the scorcher's killin' off my brain
the pain is in and out
all i can do is to lament
but who can wipe away the bitter tears?
who, WHO can i turn to?
i can't take any longer
i can go on no more
in this dark night
i can no more keep on.
who can in this bleak life
bring light?
Hey thanks so much for viewing my stuff, it really helped me soooo much!! I mean its for anyone who comments on my stuff, it just encourages me sooooo much. As well this poem is very descriptive. I've been through this as well, I always would wonder why on so many things in this life. Even if what you write could be depressing it can be an encouragement because at least it shows that you're not alone in this life and what you face. There are many out there who face the same struggles as you do, and that I do. So anyways thanks sooo much for what you said. I also liked this poem you wrote cuz it does have encouragement in it as well. You will have a story/testimony to tell others and lift them up I am sure! God Bless