The place I have been
In complete solitude
Among dozens of souls
surrounded by my own kin
I felt
Like I was trapped
And glued to isolation
That I had flipped all the cards delt
Faking every grin
Going through the day
Not feeling anything
Except everything under my skin
To the point I just nelt
Humbled in complete mendicancy
Asking to be rescued
To find something unfelt