my mind races and my heart beats fast
my thoughts stretch from east to west
the burning from the light i cant reach
my body aches from lack of rest
i feel the heat upon my skin
the flames scorch what once was me
although this pain is all in my head
i cant help but think its a reality
i cannot have that which i see
for its territory upon i cannot cross
i know the consequences of those steps i took
for the hurt i caused and the love i lost
and deep inside me, locked away so tight
are the things upon which i thought were true
but to my surprise i was taken aback
when all the lies come shining through
the empty promises reveal the truth
and now the illusion beings to fade
for what i thought was my happiness road
was nothing more than the shit you say
so goodbye to mistakes i made in the past
and hello to another glorious day
for now i know where i stand
for which is God that holds my hand