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searching needing that fix

swallowing down

my reason, motivation

pushing myself to get through

the sickness i cant face

the blue devils control my mind

i feel it in my veins

taste it on my tongue

swallowing down

feeling better i push for more

only to make the good feeling stay

to push down the darkness

feeding the beast once more

swallowing down

laying on the floor

the coldness feels good to my skin

not able to move myself

so i lay, continue to fight, gasping for breath

i awaken to another day

pushing myself for motivation

i reach for my friend, my fix, my reason

swallowing down.....