my mind races and my heart beats fast,
my thoughts stretch from east to west
the burning from the light i cant reach
my body aches from lack of rest
i feel the heat upon my skin
the flames scorch wat once was me
although this pain is all in my head
i cant help but think its a reality
i cannot have that which i see
for its territory upon i cannot cross
i know the concequences of those steps i took
for the hurt i caused and the love i lost
and deep inside me, locked away so tight
are the things upon which i thought were true
but to my surprise i was taken aback
when all the lies come shining through
and locked away are those wishes of love
the things spoken straight to my heart
and i hold on so tight and continue to fight
for that love you promised that February night!