To have an idea how much it hurts
To feel like there is nothing that can be yours
To find someone you love
To find someone to live for
The one who makes you feel special
The one you cant live without
Why find someone like that
Why welcome the pain of loss
Why are you not scared of losing urself
To live and breathe for someone
Why do that to yourself
Just to feel beautiful
To feel you matter
That there will be someone who cares
When you are not happy when you are sick
Someone who will look after you
When no one else will
Someone to share with someone to talk to
What if you loved
But are not loved
What if you care but they do not
What if you are used but cant stop
Because you care because you love
But not them not you
Why do you need to feel important
Why do you need to matter
Why should someone care
When you live for someone
You can give everything and not enough
How do you live like that
How do you treasure something that can never be yours
To have an idea how much it hurts
To actually live through it
To move ahead
Where do you get the strength
To not have them in your thoughts
To let go
To survive
My everyday thoughts. Bravo
My everyday thoughts. Bravo
Can never think of what to say. Contradiction Incarnate.
A lonely contradiction. Contrasola
Question Poem
Good questions. May you find the answers when someone loves you infinitely and painlessly back - Just Bein' Stella