sometimes i wish you could go back and read all the words i wrote again
though they are mine, irrevocably,
and i swore the only light to touch them would be from fire,
sometimes i wish you knew me enough to not be afraid
so many words sent to you in surrender
as time goes on i give more and more away
for the acceptance that i own nothing, not even my own body
it gets older and i sense its finite limits
and i realize even more how foolish we are to waste time
doing anything but giving to each other
when we meditate on death we realize the immediacy
we must give to our love
let me leave again and again in order to become more my own
let me pack up only the belongings i need and keep going
the only thing i fear is the date i must return and become part
of a story someone else wrote for me
i know my happiness lies in escaping its plot
i am not a worker, a number, a wife
we are too ethereal for these
even though i am standing up in front of the board
teaching them another lesson
so too am i in the ground with my mother
her mother and her mother
i realize i will be less than a memory
and so i let you go and place myself
on an endless skyline
writing these words and letting them fall back to the ground
they are mine own only and if so
in truth, they are no one's
Simply WOW!
Ok, I just bookmarked your page for reading on the river!