It took 4 seconds for you to end
I watched in disbelief, and slow motion
I never knew you until your last breath
It seems wrong that I was one chosen
to witness your death
I know of no place beyond
of no heaven, of no spirit
Of no burning, eternal bonds
still I fear it
And in that 1 second
you were gone
I could see through your eyes
The black coming closer
What thoughts cross a mind
going over
Do human instincts rule you as well?
Did you know, that it was time
to break another boundary
to pass from hell
I saw fire in someones crackling hands
And ice through rivers of blood
I saw ying yangs formed on trees
Black and white, one retreat and one flood
I saw green splatters of gasoline
In symbolic pools that littered my feet
I saw a fading heart beat
Where are you now, formless energy
Won't you whisper all that is beyond to me
I was afraid for you
Do I have reason to be?
Now I can only sense
the hole you have left
The lack of the will to speak.
the depth and strength,
and cage of a body.
This must be long
Because after 21 years it took
1 second for you to lose
and leave, disappate and be gone
I know of no burning, eternal bonds
of no heaven beyond
Because I am solid, where you are not
We are waiting,
where you have found what you sought
Do you see the tears that flow for you?
Do you know the years that no longer go for you
The fears that no longer rule you
Or maybe they do
I hope for you, that you no longer burn
That you have departed, and to somewhere,
returned
I hope for you, that you are at peace
that you have released, and somewhere,
you can be free
THIS POEM IS SO MUCH BETTER THEN MINE GOD YOUR SO GOOD I WORSHIP YOUR GREATNESS