Particles of dust float past
I sit in a cage, I wonder at the trap
Every second floats away, exactly like- the last, the last
Lethargic angels comfort me not
Heaviness settles like the plague we were taught to revere
Time coats my throat, fills me with eternal fear
I lay and I choke but its ok
I cannot speak because I was told what to say
My life whittles away
I stay in this single place,
dreaming of a clarity none can give
and living in a stifling reality I cannot replace
Questions saturate my mind, I want to run away from everything I am
I want to change but there is no will in my weakening hands
If I could have anything in the world, it would be truth
It would be answers, it would be proof
But there is no God to answer on command
There is no hope for just another grain of sand
There is no master plan
I try to remember who i am
whether I am bacteria reincarnated
But I must have let the armageddon slip away
I must have been an unconsequental mistake
I try to find my way back to the roots
If I could have anything in the world, it would be truth
It would be answers, it would be proof
I want it in the head of a pin, for me to hold
I would end every hesitant atom to know
aahhh my favorite oldie of yours... you are amazing...
Great Writer! Terrific poems! I love them all! ADA!
p.s. Casey and Cody say hi!