A letter you will never read

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Love

Loving someone is supposed to be the most amazing feeling in the world. Loving someone who doesn't love you back is the hardest, most painful thing that can ever be possible. Seeing them and knowing they don't feel the same is difficult but seeing them with someone else and knowing that you can't have them is so much worse. You can live a lie and pretend that you have no feelings for them, but it's always going to cause problems. No matter how hard you try to block them out, or how far you run away, nothing really changes.
Finally you sit alone, hoping and praying that one day they might, just might, fall for you. Sitting crying night after night doesn't help the matter.
You know you truely love someone when they're the last thing you think of at night and the first thing you think of when you wake up. You get giddy at the thought of seeing them and your heart skips a beat when your in their arms.
Sometimes the pain of loving someone becomes so unbearable that you just have to let them go.
All you ever want to do is tell the person, to their face, how you really feel. But when you get that chance you freeze. You can waste time in telling the person, even risk loosing their friendship and fear what they will say back, Or you can actually spend the time you have with them in the way you hope it could always be. In the end the only thing you can do is write it down, write down all your feelings, try to explain how deep in love you have fallen.
Write your whole world on a few pieces of paper and attempt to move on with your life.
You write down things you know they will probably never see but deep down you secretly want them to.....Then maybe they will understand just how much they mean to you.

So here it is, My letter to you, My chance of telling you exactly how I feel, My attempt in letting you know how much I care for you......

But for some reason I can't see the point in finishing this letter, It's not like he will ever read it.
Maybe one day I'll get the courage to show him these few pieces of paper that I have hidden away in my bag that I have been walking around with for several months now.....

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