I Chose it.

I still remember the day I met you, 

And all the late night talks we had. 

You told that,"I will hurt you. "

But I never thought it'll be this bad. 

 

I never judged or doubted you, 

You were the only close person I had,

But now you made your words to be true, 

Perhaps it was my bad. 

 

Solitude was something I enjoyed,

And with your arrival it changed, 

Your presence used to soothen my soul, 

For you used make me feel whole. 

 

I was a wanderer, change was in my nature,

But in my hard times, I took you as my shelter. 

There was something in you, which made me feel attached,

So much so that it now hurts to get detached. 

 

Was it necessary to hurt me like this? 

I never hurt you, even in my thoughts

Oh! But you had to keep the words you said, 

No matter what it did cost. 

 

Now when I'm in pain, I don't feel like turning to anyone,

Because everyone proved to be the same, 

I never knew you can enjoy a lot, 

When you treat others life as game.

 

I don't love anymore, not do I hate.

My heart is filled with anger and now it's too late. 

I'm restoring myself to what I was,

And slowly waiting for the time to pass. 

 

I don't feel lonely anymore,

For me the world hasn't come to an end, 

Because sadness lives in me,

And emptiness is my friend. 

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Emptiness

Interesting. It is hard to get up after such falls. ~allets~