Before Your Eyes Closed

I slowly lifted up my head 
And gazed into your eyes 
A stream of salt trickled down 
As I repressed the coming cry 

Before your eyelids slowly shut 
I firmly grasped your hand 
And flashes of great memories 
Came without command 


As kids we ran through sprinklers 
And dressed in clown costumes 
And you bathed our infant skin 
And sent us to our rooms 

 

You baked your famous pumpkin pie 
You knitted lovely quilts 
You made us feel protected 
Within the love that you had built 

 

You taught us important lessons 
You consoled our inner fears 
You stood by our decisions 
In our adolescent years 

 

You hugged us when we finished school 
You supported all our risks 
You gave away your hard-earned cash 
To help your own grandkids 

 

And now I'm sitting here in awe 
That you could do so much 
As you let go of my squeezing hand 
And I feel your final touch 

 

So now I'm standing at your grave 
And speaking to your spirit 
I have so much more to tell you 
If only you could hear it 

 

Many, many years have passed 
Since that very tragic day 
But I will not forget you, no 
You will never fade away. 

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