I don't seem to learn from my mistakes
They just drift into oblivion
And I can't count all of the heartaches
I've caused myself from what I've done then redone
It's like my conscience is inaudible
Or that I choose to ignore its voice
But it never stays that silent
In this cyclic kinda noise
It's a deja vu
A wicked voodoo
And it's all thanks to me
I think I'm in a tizzy
In a cyclic kinda dizzy
I keep calling myself out
But the line is always busy
And no matter what good cards I hold
For some reason I always choose to fold
And fall back into this misery
You'd think that after a good while
I'd start to get the picture
But I'm beginning to believe
That I'm a unfixable fixture
This history repeats itself
And I cannot control myself
From weaving this web that I weave
I think I'm in a tizzy
In a cyclic kinda dizzy
I keep calling myself out
But the line is always busy
And no matter how what good cards I hold
For some reason I always choose to fold
And fall back into this misery
I swear that fixing this mess is on my list of things to do
But I either don't know how or I don't care to