run away from emotions with a pill, or a cut
or a line, or a toke, or whatever I've got
emotional coward, and crazy to boot
don't bother to aim, just pull the trigger, and shoot.
the one's he wants don't want him
and the one's who want him (few and far between)
he somehow fucks up.
the story of my life
when everything goes south
I tell it all like it's someone else's story
take no blame, accept no responsibility
shift it all onto this nebulous third person
that way it's not me that fucked up
it's not me that's crazy
it's him, always him.
not me
Well written, but I would suggest fixing the grammar and spelling a bit. Otherwise, very good!