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Inebriated Poetics
a mind in turmoil, a heart in need
a feeling unknown, what could it be
another internet love or like
to add to the quandary of two people alike
wondering if the feelings are true,
not wanting to let it all hurt you
never met you, but think of you by the minute
wondering if love could have finally did it
separate, but close at heart
wondering when love did start
love or obsession, or just a lonely soul
trying desperately to fill the hole
left by others, who weren't right
insercurities aid the doubtful mind
they push and pull and make me find
things that are wrong, with me
self esteem is a must
but also in there is truth and trust
warring voices say this and that
you're just a fc up, and who'd want that
maybe things can work out
but maybe in the end it'll be about
the differences not seen, the things not said
silence can cut just as sure as a blade
mental disorders rear their faces
when the stakes are hearts, not traces
of mixed up emotions, and lost motives
Brilliant observation of an internet relationship.I could name ten people who would be able to say I'm right there with you brother! ( this poetess included) its very similar to when you meet someone and take it slow, you just don't know if its going to work out or not. The distance forces us to go slow so maybe that in and of itself is a good thing. I just wanted give some support, you seem to be asking yourself all the right questions so that's a good start then I should think. Whatever the out come please keep sharing. Sincerely, Melissa Lundeen.