you are all I can think
you're on my mind every time I blink
you are my every thought
my every moment seems to be wrought
with feelings for you that just wont fade
I wish this love would go away
you filled me up, then tore me down
what you give comes back around
one day you might feel my pain
one day you might have this acid rain
that eats away at your soul
this pain will soon take its toll
and then I hope I wont have to take
all this crap you send and all this shit you make
you don't even seem to notice me
its almost like you refuse to see
my love for you still runs so deep
I write these poems when I cant sleep
while your with him and sleeping well
I looked at you and deeper I fell into my own little hell
I love you I know that now
my love for you is now a crown of thorns upon my brow
I know I love you now
and I know you just don't know how
to show just how you feel
to show that your really real
and not just another fake
and take as much as you can take
while your mind is torn apart
you try to show all your lovely art
and not the monster that lurks inside
you pull away and reveal the lie
your inner mind is all confused
to match the people that you've used
you start to rot, from within
it starts to show just under the skin
I cant believe you didn't know
I cant believe your blood can't flow
you're lying there just oh so still
you try to think, but instead you kill
all the feelings you tried to bring
to the surface, you feel the sting
of all the feelings, no longer there
and of the whole you become aware.