I look at my wrists and see the red mist
I love the feel of the razorblade’s kiss
I look ahead and see the final day
the fateful day when it all decays
the people I care for will all be dead
and then I will lie face down in bed
and think of all they said to me
the ways they always tried to help
and then inside ill start to melt
ill start to break apart and fray
my mind will go all blank and grey
ill take the knife and plunge it deep
ill make sure to end this grief the pain of living would be too much
if I had no one left to touch
I know that if I was alone
I would cut the skin down past the bone
and let it all just flow away
id kill myself so id no longer pay
this trifling life it burns my skin
ill burn away my childish sin
ill step into the burning flame
and burn away all the scars and shame