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you say im starting to scare you, you say I need some help

what you don’t seem to know , is im starting to scare myself

this help your trying to offer, I cannot, will not take

I need to do this for and by myself, to know that im not fake

I know it wont be easy, I know ill make mistakes

but at least ill know for sure weather I can cure these aches

and help myself to be a stringer person

and not be the reason why these feelings worsen

at the very least I’d like to know why I do this

why I feel the comfort from the razorblade’s kiss

I need to know my thoughts and reason

for the times when I commit this treason

I’d like to know my own mind so I can see

the reason why this tortures me

and keeps me down and makes me shriek

I need to do this so I can know im not weak