these bloody legs and bloody arms
are all that shows the things that harm
my broken heart and broken soul
as my life hits the ground and rolls
over and over, again and again
I close my eyes and count to ten,
when you twist the truth and lie to me
you lie to your self too cant you see?
oh how I wish that I could weep
but you sow what you reap.
I wish I could die, my life is so wry
this need to make my body cry
all leads to nigh
my body, my skin, it weeps so well
any attention from you makes my heart swell
I wish this need would go away
my wants, my needs, they are so fey
this pain I feel, it bleeds my heart
the bloody pain is why I start to cut the pain out from in
I live my life bathed in sin
this shame of relief is just so hard
hard to deal with when I let down my guard
and then I hear you start to say
that pain and hurt are not the way
I just cant help it, the pain it helps
with out the pain my heart it melts
it melts away from the rational
I really don’t care if its fissionable
to hurt this way, my heart is fey
I cut, I hurt, you know this well
my pain, my blood, it makes this hell
your ignorance hurts me so much
this pain may leave me with your touch
but that relief you took away
its my heart upon which you prey.