When subtle meets silence
And silence means violence
The gray sky means that today it's going to rain
And when forever means never
And never means a new endeavor
The cold rain means that tonight we'll sleep alone
I guess we're home
So tonight, while you're sleeping
I'm mixing up feelings
In a steady flow
Tonight, you'll know
That I'm still here till whenever
As for quiting, I'll never
Even if it goes up in smoke
Because tonight, I know
That it means more than a shiver
And the rising of the river
Will not take over me
I will not cease to be
When staying strong
Means holding on
And letting go
Means breathing slow
I'm down the river with the flow
Inside a boat, upstream I'll row
A new direction I'll take solo
But tonight you will know
That I refuse to simply just let go