Only A Memory Away

If you are reading this, it means that in two months from now, who knows what will happen...



If it weren't for you,

I swear I'd tear in two

And that pain that swells

Would be too much to bear

But underneath all this skin

Is a man ready to begin

To look at the way

He thinks and what he says



He is ready to change for the better

Whether that means leaving forever or not

But he hopes and he tries to make it alright deep inside

And these feelings he just can't hide



This boy once wanted the world

He grew up to appreciate things as they are

He knew what he loved, and he loved just because things were worthy of being loved

He grew up and moved out of that town

He gave it all up to start over again

That's when this boy became a man

When he decided to change who he was before

He fell in love with a girl so hard

He treated her good and took it easy from the start

Then as everything progressed, he began to wonder what it was like to have a life that was the best

He thought about the future for the first time, and slowly got tired of starting over again

He vowed to be true to whoever he knew, and that love fell apart in the end



Then came you...

He didn't know what to think at all

He was sure you were wonderful and knew he had found someone he adored

She was beautiful and they had a great time

He fell in love a little to fast because of the time that had passed

From when he knew what he wanted in life

He knew that he had to do certain things to make it work out right

But then he forgot about time

He forgot about crossing some lines

He remembered it all, right before the fall

But by the time he tried to change, it was a minute too late



That's where the story ends, for now

He loves that girl so much and he showed her how

Unfortunately he may have gone too far

And if it wasn't for his heart, he wouldn't hurt from the start

Now he wishes that time would just stop

So he could fix what he needs before it started up

He wants to be true to you

That's why I am writing this song, so true



He doesn't want you to forget him while you're gone

He wouldn't mind if you took a little time to say hello to a friend

He will miss you so much, he knows

So when the plane doors close,

He'll be in your heart,

Only a memory away

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