When I left you that night
I felt like we lost all our plans
The sun was sinking down
We, no longer holding hands
You had your own life
I know that I have mine
But I want you to know
Since the day you said "No"
I believed I was the right man
It's not that I hate him
Nor that you made a mistake
I know I treated you poorly
And I know you give what you take
he just didn't seem much your type
Or someone for you to hold
More of a friend in your life
Not a man with a ring made of gold
I'm not usually an outgoing soul
I try to hold it all in
But when you are fighting at night
I've got to give you a call
Put it all out in front
Where we can see it all close
That this isn't what you needed, not now
It's not what you needed at all
Rachael, I feel I hardly know
Much of anything now
But by talking when we have time
I hope to know you somehow
Then I plan to make an escape
Just to get out of this place
I want to show up at your door
Just like I did the time before
Part 2 is not about
Trying to put your decisions down
No, it's simply about
How much I want you to know
It's been 2 or more years
Since you last kissed me on the mouth
And all I want to know, is if
It'll still feel the same way now....
"I love you more than the day before you let us go. I want you to know that I never wanted to let you go. There you go... all alone..."