A Terrible Fairytale

It's not too terribly hard to immagine me sitting at your front step today

It reminds me of such fairytales where the knight fights the night away

I know this is incredible that I assume I'll take the lead

So when you step into the front line, I wonder "Who's got the back of me?"



Go on and tell me now how to make your tears ignite

I want to know the answers to these questions by tonight

But there you are doing what you'd like not even thinking about me

Here I am using a knight as a metaphore as to why you always tend to leave



Here I sit alone agian, waiting outside your gate

My car parked in your driveway where I will eventually sit when it gets late

I know so terribly much about you to know that's where you'll be

When the night is through and so are you of all this thinking about me



Cry, I will but I'll hide my face, for you will never understand

That the reason why is the same as I have always wondered and written by hand

For I don't know my own words I write until I read them again

Like my fingers typing frantically like a cleat that hurts the shin



I wish I may, I wish I might still get to speak to you tonight

But the moon is full and I'm out of control as to when to stay and fight

My questions still have not been answered, but I'll try the best I can

So for now I'll sit and dwell on what came, went, and began



They history was never told, for I have always held it all in

But with actions carried out again, I cannot hold it all in

I need a dagger for a knife and a paper for a pen

A swift stoke horizontally is all it takes for me to never write again

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Things don't always go the way you want them to...and this is about just that

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