The Way You Want It?

If this is the way you want it...

You got it, yea you got it

If this is the way you'll have it

Just take it, yea don't break it



Take up the pill now

Hold it in your hands

God's creation locked in fists now

Then again- who makes these plans?

I hate the anger

I hate the judgement inside

Like when you take the pill now

And everything begins to die



Locked in a sphere full of knock-out gas, we're fading

I forgot to put on my mask

Falling quickly but then again, who's counting seconds?

A second's all I have left

I want to feel so intoxicated

That I cannot feel the world turn around at all

I want to hurt so much I'm jaded

There goes the second and now I fall



Falling to the ground now

Letting out my last breath holding hands

I'm God's creation locked in fists now

It was me who broke those plans

I hate the violence

I hate the pain we feel deep inside

Like when we take out one last breath now

And everything begins to die...



If this is the way you want it...

You got it, yea, you got it

If this is the way you'll have it

Just take it, yea, don't break it

Don't shake it....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This whole thing is very symbolical and metaphorical.  It is all actually about all the inner struggles goin on inside in my life.  Also about mistakes I've made and bridges I've burned..as well as bridges that I never crossed in the first place

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