Where's a place to call home?
Somewhere I do not feel so alone
And the memory fades
So does the day
Just throw me away
I can no longer stay
You don't hate but what can I say?
How about that I hate the way
The way you pretend it's OK
But it's not and you are no longer happy
You are no longer anyone I want to know
So just let me go
I'll get away in a slow-motion drive by
Next to your house
I'll park it all night
Just to make you sad
I might even make you cry
So when I am gone in the morning
You will know it is the last time you will ever see me around
I'm getting out of this town
All of the memories I made
Every single one slow starts to fade
And I let them die
Along with the "Who am I?"
The one that constantly followed me for years and days
Now I know who I am
I am someone who you can talk to and maybe still call your friend
I am personable
I can make happiness seem so right
When all that I do is kill myself with this constant inner fight
I will bleed it someday
All of the wounds are left unhealed
No scars can even start to form
I'll jsut put on my mask for these last 4 days
As I fade away
I'll take my diploma and get the fuck out of this place
Call me an asshole
I don't really care
I've wanted to leave for so long that I will pose as long as you stare
I'll flip up a hand signal that will made the crown gasp
Make them all fall back and try to bring back some air
Into this heart attack
Right where you left me
Feeling so worthless, but I will no longer cry
For the day that I am gone
Is the day I'll be truly happy
I will be perfectly fine
Working the line, spending my nights all alone
Don't think that I'll need to call you
Cause I won't and I'll be honest that I don't really want to anymore
Just get me out of this house
Out of this stress from every day
And everything you still try to say