silently look out the window
stare off into space
thoughts racing through my mind
how will I start this conversation?
do I tell you the truth,
that I am quite upset with you...
or do I pretend that everything is ok
and still look forward to another day
April 1st, I am off to bed
trickery has all but gone from my head
do I ignore everything today?
or pretend that it is all ok
that would be the greatest trick of all
now watch me as I fall
turn on the lights
it is time to run away
send out the search party
know that death is on the way
hold this gun and pull the trigger
make this another lesson for your life
not to worry, I felt no pain
severed nerves with a knife
this is a mystery
about how to play the game
play it smart or play it agressive
we end up all the same
death, cold, stiff and crying
teardrops run through my veins
knowing the tragic ending to this story
that we all end up just the same
there really is no use to try and make it work
there really is no other choice,
but to light the match and let it burn
burn the memories, I want to start again
a new setting, a new time and a different world
life at a college with smart girls
those who have learned not to make mistakes
not to take for granted what they have
they all know the failures in life
but yet they know how to overcome this strife