Three years ago, we tried
Thought love, I screwed up, and love died
I never got to appologize
But I am writing now to say a long past due appology
To Gretch, this poem says
I am sorry for giving up
I know I messed up what we could of had
And I know that although this will never make it up to you,
I am so very sorry
Scatter-brained
These words all seem
After nights talking to you
After fights that we've allb een through
You knew your life much better than me
I was just a kid, so stupid and lonely
I wrote you a poem on March 31st, 2002
I wrote it just for you, so true...
And this is how it went:
Your always in my thoughts
your always in my dreams
when ever i think of you
my heart starts to scream
bu tmy question now
you must knwo it somehow
were you and me
us meant to be?
did god put ur here to last an eternity?
when he put you here
was he thinking about me?
But he hasnt givin me a straight shot on love
its hard to fly liek his dove
i dono if it was that i screwed up
or that i jsut gave up
but he guides me here each and every day
he controls what i do in every single way
so if he put us here to be as one
then i guess that his actions have already begun...
But im jsut so confused
it all happens so fast
im with one one day and without the next
i odno if he jsut put me here to test upon
but i hope to him that hes now done
if he found the one that was right for me
i hope we would stay together for eternaty
cuz without the 'you' there is no me
and i wouldnt be able to live so happily
YA i cheered up
Ya ive been reered up
But there is no way im gonna go and give up
He can show up, shove up, and even lov eup
and ill jsut stand here and take it all up
so jsut remember my words so true
i love every single little thing ya say and do...
The End
So now I am sorry for saying those words to you
Sorry for making plans but not following through
Sorry for the late nights
Sorry for the long fights
Sorry for the love we thought we knew
I wish you and I could start over again
Without our past, we could still be friends
You and I could have had some fun
There is no telling what we could have done
Now I am writing an unspoken applogy...
I'm sorry