History has came and went
Future is what lies ahead, just a few months away
I know not what to do, nor what to say
254 poems later, and I am still the same way
Helping still, friend by friend
I never will stop, hearts never seem to mend
I hate the cuts from the cutters
The blood runs down MY veins
I hate the yelling and the fighting
Your words all cause me pain
Whether you know the truth or not,
It is not one in the same
Don't give yourself pain, just to get a gain
I hate this retohrical question- when does it stop?
I don't know
Please get yourself together and make it last forever
I cannot always be around to stop everyone else's pain
And since it always brings me down, I never get a gain
What if I started to cut too,
How would you feel, what would you do?
I'd hate it myself,
But how else do I get through to you?
These problems are never solved
And I hate never getting calls
When you feel like you are in trouble...
Wouldn't you know enough?
255 poems later, and I am back right where I started
This world keeps gettin worse
I think it is a curse
Blood, anger, depression
That is what we all have come to
We just slit our wrists
Just to cover the pain
Then we start over again
Poem 255 and we are barely staying alive
Forget love, forget hate, make it all go away
You want answers? They are in prayers
Somethings I cannot change
Ask God for some help,
The bad things will go away