New

I've thought for hours,

Cried for days

Tried my best

To push away

Everything and everyone who ever thought they were right



I am closing doors

Closing curtains

Turning away

Turning out the lights

These lighted halls always seem to go on for hours



I want something new

Something beaufitful

Something that I actually want to wake up to

Something true

Something like you

I wish for nothing at all,

Or something new



9:05, I am staying alive,

Barely breathing

I see the ceiling

Call you up

But there you never pick it up again



I want a living room

Out on a ranch

A place full of memories

The ones that will last

I want some furnature

You and I can call our own



I want something new

Something true

Something beautiful just like you

Something real

Something I can still feel

Not a memory of a better time and place

I want to make this everything we ever wanted

Something like you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sometimes you just get sick of being shot down all the time...this is one of those times...and I am sick of it.

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