I've thought for hours,
Cried for days
Tried my best
To push away
Everything and everyone who ever thought they were right
I am closing doors
Closing curtains
Turning away
Turning out the lights
These lighted halls always seem to go on for hours
I want something new
Something beaufitful
Something that I actually want to wake up to
Something true
Something like you
I wish for nothing at all,
Or something new
9:05, I am staying alive,
Barely breathing
I see the ceiling
Call you up
But there you never pick it up again
I want a living room
Out on a ranch
A place full of memories
The ones that will last
I want some furnature
You and I can call our own
I want something new
Something true
Something beautiful just like you
Something real
Something I can still feel
Not a memory of a better time and place
I want to make this everything we ever wanted
Something like you