202 (Poem 202)

202 more lines to write again

202 more broken hearts still left to mend

202 times I've cried

202 times I lied

202 times I started over again

202 Lovers

202 Flames

202 haters

202 bullshit games

202 evil letters

202 hurtful words

202 broken promises

202 times I tried to fix this

202 days I thought of you

202 hours it took for me to miss you

202 reasons I wanted to die

202 times I wanted to try

202 friends helped me get through

202 minutes spent with you

202 was never enough

202 I never thought would be this tough

202 essays to rule my life

202 hopeful glances to hope to stay alive

202 poems of words I cannot express

202 masks I put on my face

202 prayers to rule my day

202 days I never knew what to pray

202 ways you let me down

202 words to make you stick around

202 waters to make me drown

202 breaths till I hit the ground

202 cries I have let out

202 heads turned and walk away

202 hipocrates who never really loved me

202 fakers who only wanted to hurt me

202 bricks to know me down

202 reasons for me not to stick around

202 miles till I see your face

202 days till I leave this place

202 footsteps to your door

202 knocks and then

202 more

202 turned heads keep me

202 thousand years away

202 words I hear but

202 things I cannot hear today

202 helpful hand to pick me up

202 pieces of tape to shut me up

202 muscles weigh my body down

202 pains from

202 needles all around

202 seconds till the poisen hits my brain

202 more reasons I'm going insane

202 fake smiles

202 stabbed backs

202 times you tried to give me

202 new heart attacks

202 new reasons to give up

202 is getting old

202 has been enough

202 brand new talents

202 new times to fail

202 wounds never healed

202 people dying all around

202 words of wisdom

202 wisdoms go ignored

202 new thoughts of friendship

202 times new friends get bored

202 words to cry on

202 things to go unheard

202 lessons you taught me

202 lessons never learned

202 ways I did things the hard way

202 stairs until the top

202 reasons I will die here

202 reasons to give up

202 people who never cared

202 new demons to fight off

202 nights I am so scared

202 sleepless hours

202 undialed calls

202 more nightmeres

202 will kill me off

202 cheaters

202 beaters

202 drinkers

202 sleepers

202 boyfriends

202 scars for a broken heart

202 girlfriends

202 piece of my heart

202 heartfelt conversations

202 times you still hung up

202 long distant phone calls

202 reasons for you to give up

202 talks with all your best friends

202 forgotten plans

202 forgotten feelings

202 days till we make amends

202 words of confusion

202 questions just for me

202 words of wisdom

202 hidden feelings from me

202 fake smiles go on for

202 miles

202 (Line 107) (to be continued at a later time)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Well, it has been 101 since poem 101...so I figured I'd start a tradition with every time I go 101 more.  this one is about all of the last 201 poems before this and all of the shit that I have gone through since #1.

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