I am the shadow
That remains unseen
I am your life
I am your dreams
I'm the face in the dark
That remains unseen
I am living a dream
Something in he in-between
I hate to work
I hate to sleep
I hate to have to stay awake
When I do nothing right here all day
So I write to you
The few people who are friends so true
You think you understand me
Maybe you do
I don't know
It seems you've gone away
You are there to stay
I didn't care anyway
Oh, what a lie
Something I dispise
Lost right here in the in-between
The fiction and lies
We all live lies
We paint a brand new mask to wear now every day
I hate the look, I have to say
Just take it off
Be yourself, be true
Be alive, be you
Be like me,
I no longer care which way you precieve me
Call me dumb,
Call me a liar
I will not protest
I will not blink but I'll try my best
Just to prove
That that isn't me
That's not what this poem is about
This poem is about a life with the unknown 'without'
This I write
Just to confuse you
I do not care if you understand me
This was written to be understood by only me
This is my life
Such a waste of the truth
I cannot wait to leave this town
I cannot wait till you are not around
Leave me alone
I just want to run away
I never even wanted to stay
Let me go
Leave me alone
Let me do my thing that I do best
Try the bullet to the vest
And if I die
Don't miss me
Celebrate my life
Celebrate me being me
Without a mask
It is quite a task
I know now who I am
And I will forever and always be your friend
Amen
I really enjoyed reading this one Joel.