One 2 Second Decision

Just one time and you'll know it

I know just the way to show it

I do not need what you gave to me

Count to three just one more time

I won't yell, you're not out of line

I want you to make me go away now



One 2 second decision

And I am off again

Without a care in the world

I do not love you, girl

I hate the words that you say

How you left me that day

I mostly hate your stupid way

When you stick with what you know is wrong



Point the gun and pull the trigger

This accedent was murder

I never meant to hurt you so bad

No I am gone and you're alone

Just some proof to a life is shown

A life of living alone, this was always your fault



One 2 second decision

And I am off again

Without a care in the world

I do not love you, girl

I hate the words that you say

How you left me that day

I mostly hate your stupid way

When you stick with what you know is wrong



I hate the way you say my name

When you love like it is a game

You tell me every day everything is OK

But now you are hurting inside

You know you are living a lie

Something has got to go wrong, it's been this way too long



One 2 second decision

And I am off again

Without a care in the world

I do not love you, girl

I hate the words that you say

How you left me that day

I mostly hate your stupid way

When you stick with what you know is wrong



In 2 seconds I am gone

In one more I can come back

You know your living of a lie

Keeps you up with my track

I never get far ahead

If I did, I'd be dead

I don't want you to hurt

Drop him now, just give me a chance



Pick up the telephone and tell him he's gone

Like you did to me that day

When this was so fucked up and wrong

You know I think back to then

How you and I were such great friends

Maybe you should listen to me

You and I were meant to be



Please do not kill what we had

It is gone, take it back

Make it better than it was

It wasn't all that it could

Be everything you are and I will follow your lead

I know you are thinking of me

Wondering if we could ever be



One 2 second decision

And here I am again

Without a care in the world

You know that I love you, girl

I love those words that you say

How you love me today

I mostly love your intelligent way

When you stick with what you know is right

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one talks abotu 2 people, one whom I am currently interested in...slightly...and one whom I used to be.  I guess I write these poems in hopes that the people they are to will happen to find them.  These are the words I will never say in person...the secrets that lie within.

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Danielle Wagner's picture

Joel this is amazing!! :D:D I'm tired or id write more... it's really really good though!!