I am just as Fucked Up as you

Crying out to God

Please save me

For I fucked up once again

They tell me it's fine

It'll be alright

But this broken heart won't mend



The promises You made me

They were lost amidst the fire

So when I cried out, God please save me

You told me you had already been there



We all know this life

We all know what it means

We all still fight to die

Face the hell here in between

Faces smile so fake and doubtful

You make me fall down once again

Your fake smiles go on for miles

Don't even pretend you are my friend



I licked the wounds, rubbed them with

Viniger and salt here from the sea

The place that I once found peaceful

But the waves can be just as fucked up as me



We lost the loving family spirit

The tie that brings us here

We forgot everything we had ever learned

Maybe it'll help you gettin burned



Fiery furnace burning brightly

We cannot control the flame

These hours go by like days now

I hate this stupid game



When you lost me, what did you tell me?

Was it something from the heart?

When will you come back again...

To continue tearing me apart?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this one was written to halp calm me down, fueled with rage from over the days, i needed to get all that out.  I am in no way, shape, or form any perfect person...in fact, it kills me trying to be that way.

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i agreee! and anger is a great way to let all of your creativity to flow, any kind of emotion..ya know. this was good and in your opening statement with god made me think of a song called GOD by Tori Amos---"god sometimes you just don't come through"