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The Past of My Existance
What happens when you don't believe anymore
And all of life's great promises
Are locked behind closed doors?
I am afraid of looking back
When the past of my existance
Is the very thing that got me off track
I don't want to hear
All these promises
For beautiful things
And I can't stand it here
When all I is pretty people
And still hear a sharp ringing in my ear
You told me that
I would one day find the reason
The reason to love my life
Then tell me why
The stars all fade away
Right as the first light of day?
Maybe I was living nights
Driving around everywhere
Living streetlight to streetlight
I was always looking up
For a shooting star that I could wish on
But that didn't ever get me very far
Maybe I was wrong
That I was meant for death in the beginning
I hope this all turns out right
Like my lost dreams of always living
When the long days pass
I sit here wondering
When will this life change?
When will I be happy again?!
What happens when you don't believe anymore
And all of life's great promises
Are locked behind closed doors?
I am afraid of looking back
When the past of my existance
Is the very thing that got me off track
