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My Confession, My Obligation
Tonight I sit here wondering
What it is that goes through your mind?
Why is it that I always remember
You at your best at the very worst time of day?
Tonight I take away the shadows
Tonight I turn on the light
No more mask for me to hide behind
Tonight I will no longer be blind
This one is to a girl who took my heart away
This one is to a girl who made me want to stay
Forever and ever locked tight in her arms
This is for the girl who took away my harms
I look up to you, while I see the sky
I still think of you, each night before I die
I forever hold you tight, to keep you safe and warm
I live in Joelly Bear and trust me- he can do no harm
You sleep peacefully, holding onto me
You cry gracefully, thinking if I were there how it would be
You think occationally, every single second about me
You know logically, that we can never be
Until rationality tells you that you are wrong
Althought hurtfully, you knew it all along
And so very thoughtfully, I continued to take you back
Until distasterly, we broke it down, we burnt it down
Everything fell to the ground
Today we build it back up
Piece by piece, block by block
The way it should have been
Back when we began
Climbing so steadily
I know this will never fall
I still pray for the day
When we will finally reach the sturdy top
This is my confession
Of long buried thoughts from the heart
This is my obligation
To tell you how I feel...when we are apart
This is my reason
For holding on to you each and every day
This is my passion
To see you over and over again, whenever I can
This new foundation will never crumble
I know.
