Why do I write these words down?
When I know that they'll sit and drown
To never be read or sung outside my head
I guess that these thoughts won't see anything through...
You see, with you I seem to feel so alive
I breathe you in so deep I know I'll survive
When my blind eyes finally see the light
I thought that you'd be there, I thought you'd be leading me right
It's the hot days like these that make me feel colder
When I speak my mind I receive a cold shoulder
And the words that I say, get so wet they wash away
As if they were never meant to exist here at all...and I fall
Now the red sky is pretending it's blue
And your uneasiness clearly shines through
When the wind and the rain, put newly broken hearts to shame
I know that this fight will not be easy with or without you
It was time long ago to move on
But for my instinct I fought and held strong
Now my determination is fragile
I'm sure I'm living in denial, So it makes sense that I feel so confused
You're head laying on my bare chest
You're comfort held tight in my arms
You're sleeping in sheets, consisting of me
You're forgetting that you don't make sense
When the fire burns as hot as it can
I'll still reach across, burn my hand
Grasping at shadows that go away in the night
I'm the cat chasing a mouse that's putting up a damn good fight
You're scents still linger in the dark
You're warmth left in the dark, cold night
You're acting on feelings felt in the past
You're uneasiness whether I'm near you or not
When the fire burns as hot as it can
I'll not reach across, but still burn my hand
Grasping at silhouettes that float away in the night
I'm the man losing everything he once dreamed, but he will still fight