Open The Door

Behind closed doors I am nothing more

But a cooped up kid without no rewards

All I ever seem to do is sit around all day

I just get in the way, yea, what you gotta say?

I just don't know and I really don't care

Hate me if you'd like, I am always unawear

Of the pain you cause meant to shoot me inside

Luckily for me, behind these closed doors I hide



Yea, say what you want, it don't matter to me

Do what ya want, be you, be free

Run so far away, like you really don't care

Just don't come bawling to me sayin you miss me not there

You pushed me away, and this is where I'll stay

Till you push me aside and show me the way

You want to make our relationship

I don't want a downhill trip

Back to the past where the longing for the kisses was all that lasts, no

I want this to be different, nothing like before

I am sick of dying inside and being locked behind closed doors

Just open me up, you will see I am just a punk

No the bad boy type, more emo with funk

Which is what I always write, until today

Where I go so sick of things, they cannot stay that way

I am sick of the messages that you constantly hide

I am tired of the boyfriend to whom you've sold all your pride

No more complaining, just leave it all behind

Be a little more wise, and a little less blind

Biased is my opinion but I've got nothing to lose

Lost anything and everything 2 years ago, so what you gonna do?

I give you choice one, stay with him, but pick 2

Where we get back together and where I can finally talk to you

The way we talked back when we had it all made up in plans

Back before they got ruined by my stupid, selfish demands

Regret is what I feel, hurt from all these years

Where the loneliness and depression has brought nothing but tears

We both tried with other people, we both failed worse than before

So all I ask is open your eyes, close your mouth, open my door

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written in more of a rap format, i think this one tells exactly what I was feeling while I wrote it.  Hope you understand and like it to an extent.  I love comments, love replies more.

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