Behind closed doors I am nothing more
But a cooped up kid without no rewards
All I ever seem to do is sit around all day
I just get in the way, yea, what you gotta say?
I just don't know and I really don't care
Hate me if you'd like, I am always unawear
Of the pain you cause meant to shoot me inside
Luckily for me, behind these closed doors I hide
Yea, say what you want, it don't matter to me
Do what ya want, be you, be free
Run so far away, like you really don't care
Just don't come bawling to me sayin you miss me not there
You pushed me away, and this is where I'll stay
Till you push me aside and show me the way
You want to make our relationship
I don't want a downhill trip
Back to the past where the longing for the kisses was all that lasts, no
I want this to be different, nothing like before
I am sick of dying inside and being locked behind closed doors
Just open me up, you will see I am just a punk
No the bad boy type, more emo with funk
Which is what I always write, until today
Where I go so sick of things, they cannot stay that way
I am sick of the messages that you constantly hide
I am tired of the boyfriend to whom you've sold all your pride
No more complaining, just leave it all behind
Be a little more wise, and a little less blind
Biased is my opinion but I've got nothing to lose
Lost anything and everything 2 years ago, so what you gonna do?
I give you choice one, stay with him, but pick 2
Where we get back together and where I can finally talk to you
The way we talked back when we had it all made up in plans
Back before they got ruined by my stupid, selfish demands
Regret is what I feel, hurt from all these years
Where the loneliness and depression has brought nothing but tears
We both tried with other people, we both failed worse than before
So all I ask is open your eyes, close your mouth, open my door