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The Only Thing I Didn't Want To Do
Here I go again
Pent up anger and broken ties
I never meant to cross the median lines
Here I cry again
Leaving the thoughts and hurt feelings behind
I never meant to leave you feeling angry
I know what I need to change
I know what I have to do
To make everything better
To make it all work
I have to be a lil more like you
Losing tempers again
Words being added to hurt feelings and anger
When it was all just softness in my voice
Telephone doesn't ring again
The phone line disconnected
No on told me how to get my love through to you
I know what I need to change
I have it all here waiting to be put together
I need more strength
I need more help
I need a little more of anything to make it through
I cried last night
Along with my prayers for a better life
A better life for you
I hit the pillow
I lied awake
I slept in my tears for you
Why can't I make things right?
Why does every thing I say
Just turn into another fight?
I'll say that I am sorry
A million times and I'll mean it so true
But I am not really sure how to get my love through to you
I hurt you, hurt you, hurt you, I hurt you....
I wanna scream, I'll ask God why I am here
When everything I do turns into nothing in the end
I don't know
I cannot comprehend
I cannot mend
I cannot seem to make it right with you
Help me out
I am on my knees, I cannot go on
Weeping and weeping, sobes of anger at myself
Let me inside
Let me know I am loved
Lift me up
Teach me how to never do...
The only thing I didn't want to do...
Is to hurt you
I cannot do nothing at all
I fail and fail until it is time to fall...
I cannot get up at all
Planted here, with broken wings
Mend me and end this silence tonight
